ER visit, blood tests, eosinophils, high, again. Sigh. Another flare, and again, fatigue mistaken for good old depresssion. SIGH. I am so tired, which, of course, does not help my fatigue or the belief, just depressed, any suggestions, how to, with those who believe, just depressed, depression, more anti-depressant or an addition to, maybe something like a mood stabilizer? What I would like, comforting instead of subtle suggestions of, mental illness, hospitalization in a mental unit, suicide (?), all that just does NOTHING except makes me worse, feel worse, more misunderstood, and more fatigued. On top of that, my vocal cord condition, dysphonia, is being questioned, just psychosomatic instead of physical dysfunction, instead of a neurological disorder/disease, JUST what psychiatric disorder.
As for tears, keeping all that precious water inside, where water is needed most.